He did not plan to kill Malc. He did not want to kill Malc.
He wanted more than anything in the world to rewind the last ten seconds, but
tough luck. Now it was fifteen seconds and then twenty seconds since he killed Malc.
With every second that passed it all became more and more real.
Rob could imagine his courtroom defense, how he loved Malc
like a brother. How he was never a violent person who couldn’t even, literally,
hurt a fly. How he was never in a fight. How he was a good kid with good grades
who has always been polite and respectful to his parents and helped around the
house whenever he could. It was all true and all sounded like complete and
utter bull.
He was twenty one and he was going to be tried for murder.
At best he is going to get second or third degree murder, whatever those things
were. It was not an accident; that was for sure. He grabbed the knife and
plunged it in. Why the fuck did he do it?
Rob supposed he had lots of pent up anger towards his friend
built up over the years, partly because Rob was such a nice agreeable guy -
some might say a pushover. There was a life lesson somewhere there to be learnt;
only it was too late for it to be beneficial. Regardless, Malc should have not
gone after Wendy. The way he announced it to Rob was as if he was rubbing it in.
Did he deserve to die for that? Of course not. But Malc was
dead and there was nothing Rob could do to change it no matter how much he
wanted to.
But did he really? Forty seconds from the murder, then fifty
seconds. The wheels inside Rob’s head were spinning extra fast. Did he really
regret killing Malc? What he assumed was guilt turned out to be just shock,
which was now fading away and leaving behind a pleasant buzz. No guilt, no
sadness. Rob was fascinated by the way he felt, but not disturbed. He expected
to be disgusted with himself, but he wasn’t.
Now was not the time to ponder such things. He had a body to
dispose of.
Fortunately he was in his parents’ home all alone and his
car was in the garage. Once he discreetly moved the body into the car then
what? Where can he dump the body? Should he chop it up first? What should he
tell the police? What is his alibi?
“I’m sorry officer, Malc was supposed to come over to hang
out, but he never showed up.”
Rob shrugged. He will figure it out later. Now he really
needed to take a shit.
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